Growing up I’ve always been taught that if you didn’t bring someone to Christ we were not going to get our crown of gold in heaven. Whatever that means, but I knew that I didn’t want to be the only person in heaven without a crown or worse not make it to heaven at all because I did not fill a quota. I read and prayed and I watched to see how people converted others to Christianity so I can do the same. However, all I saw was a lot of people offended by someone trying to convert them, someone saying that the way they live is wrong and the only way to live is in Christ. This offends people. No one wants a stranger telling them, “in the name of Jesus your whole life is a lie”.
Then I wanted to become a filmmaker. What can a filmmaker do to help convert people? I couldn’t help it though. I constantly found myself with a camera or a film book learning whatever I could learn. I stayed up late to watch late night movies and I would say in my heart that’s what I wanted to do. Again, I struggled because I felt that no respecting Christian who was supposed to spend their lives converting people would not be a filmmaker. I said these things to myself as I said “action!” to my next shot. In making my movies I was were I was supposed to be, I felt comfortable. Then I yelled “cut!” and the questions came back.
In trying to understand these two worlds I finally found a way for them to merge somewhat successfully. Writers write what they know, painters paint their vision of the world, and musicians play the sounds of their heart. As a Christian I can do nothing but put my beliefs in my films. Still, no one wants you to talk about God. It’s a sensitive subject. Again, the rule is God is supposed to show you how wrong you are and Satan is supposed to show you how to be yourselves. At least that seems to be the rule. At least that’s why people don’t want you talking about God. Although, Jesus never taught and lived this way on Earth so I don’t know where this rule came from.
I decided to go study film at a Christian institution to “figure” myself out. Maybe learn how to make a Christian film. Maybe even make a Passion of the Christ 2. This time they all speak in Hebrew and the disciples whip out some nunchucks on those soldiers. In my journey I never got that I should make duplicates of Passion of the Christ. I still wonder that it meant for me to be a Christian filmmaker and as such what I should be saying in my work.
Then I traveled to a film festival in California where I was to receive my answer. A Christian screenwriting said that we are NOT here to CONVERT people. That is not our job. That’s the job of the Holy Spirit, and if we try to convert people we are trying to take the place of the Holy Spirit. This writer went on to say that WE are here to PLANT SEEDS not convert. When we plant the seeds, the Holy Spirit will come and change the hearts of people.
Okay, two things: 1. Why didn’t anyone tell me this before and 2. A huge weigh was lifted off my shoulders. It’s not my responsibility to convert. I’m not God and it’s not my job. Besides I’m sure God can do a much better job at it than me. However, seeds I can plant, that I can do.
If you read The Parable of the Sower in Matthew 13: 1- 9 you can also read from a biblical stand point that this is all we are meant to do. You will also learn that you will plant seeds and they may not always grow to be something, but we should still plant them because that seed could yield a crop a hundredfold.
If you are a filmmaker or an artist that wants to place a message in your work do it knowing that you are planting the seed for someone watching your work. You may never know how that seed will grow, but maybe when you get your crown of gold you will finally see how full your tree has bloomed.
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